[09 Sep 2005|12:35pm] hey babes long time no update. lol i always forget about this thing and then when i post on wijb i remember. alright well high school life is good lemme tell you. lol i actually like being a freshie.. so many hot guys.. especially robby <3 i really hope he does what he said hes gonna do but who knows anymore.. well nobody really reads this ish so im gonna go.. xoxo post comment

[21 Mar 2005|10:41am] --Goth-- Do you wear black eyeliner?: yes How much black clothing do you own?: barely any Do you think about death often?: no Do you want to die?: no Are you a social outcast?: no Are you pale?: no Do you cut?: no Do you like Hot Topic?: no --Skater Punk-- Can you skateboard?: not really How often do you go into Vans?: rarely What's your sneaker brand?: converse or reebok but i dont really wear sneakers Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: yeah Are long skater haircuts cute? yeah How much do you get in trouble?: sometimes Do you listen to the bands who are considered "posers"?: some i guess How many piercings do you have?: 2 holes in each ear & cartilage, bellybutton --Prep-- How often do you say the word "like"?: a lot Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch? yes Are the A&F models hot? yepp How often do you wear makeup?: pretty much every day Ever had a manicure?: yes Rock music is bad, right?: no. Are you ever ditzy?: yes Do you own high heels?: of course Have you ever said "Oh my gosh"?: yes Are you a cheerleader?: yes --Gangsta-- Are you from the ghetto?: no Do you own "bling bling"?: yea haha What do you think about do-rags?: ugly Do you like rap?: yea How about hip-hop?: yea Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: nah What do you think about afros?: theyre....big Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: yea How about 'oh, snap son'?: hell yeah --Frat-- Is life a party?: yeah How often do you get drunk?: rarely What's the point of getting drunk anyway?: have fun Do you care about your grades?: yes Do you need an attitude adjustment?: probly lol --Emo-- How often do you cry?: sometimes Do you have an ex?: yea Do you have an acoustic guitar?: no Are you emotional?: sometimes Do you like soft music?: sometimes Do people understand you?: some do Do you write your own songs?: no --Jock-- Do you play any sports?: cheerleading How important are they to you?: very How important is your reputation?: i really dont care Do you pick on the geeky kids?: sometimes Are you considered a bully by anyone?: maybe idk --Geek-- Do you wear glasses?: no Do you get good grades?: b,cs..sometimes as Are you smart?: if i try Do you use an inhaler?: no Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: no Does your mom buy your clothes?: sometimes but she doesnt pick them out How often are you on the computer?: sometimes 1 comment|post comment

[19 Mar 2005|09:40pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | last resort-papa roach ] i dont update this thing ever so maybe i should start. justin and i are going to break up soon,im almost positive. all we ever do is fight. im terrible at holding a relationship..they last for a few months or less and then everything falls apart. im just not capable of fully trsuting someone or letting them in. and the guys who dont want trust,want something else that im also not willing to give them.....ive done some crazy shit in the last 2 1/2 years...but i still have one thing ill stick to. jaz might spend the night tonight...i dont know,her mom probably thinks its too late for her to come over but she'll come anyway. lol. well im on spring break..so far its been alright. i saw the ring 2 with caleb gab and david yesterday "im not your fucking mommy" lmfao funniest line ever. i miss someone alot right now b/c theyre the person i always went to with this kind of shit b/c he always seemed to be friends with the guy i was with but always seemed to be on my side and always tryed to help. and god i cant believe hes been gone over a year well im crying now so im going to go post comment

[19 Feb 2005|02:33pm] -Directions- you start with 100% and for everything that you have done on the list, subtract 5% and repost this so that your friends can take the test 1.) smoking 2.) drinking 3.) drugs 4.) gottin fingered or fingering someone 5.) gottin a hand job or given a handjob 6.) french kissing 7.) been felt up 8.) given a blow job or gottin a blowjob 9.) been licked out or licked out someonelse 10.) had sex 11.) had a threesome 12.) given or takin it in the ass 13.) made a sex tape 14.) done any sexual act on school campus 15.) done anything in class 16.) gotten drunk and don't remember who you had sex with 17.) pissed on someones lawn while drunk 18.) fucked in your room while your parents are home 19.) gotten caught havin a party 20.) fucked in a public place hah 65 % pure 1 comment|post comment

[19 Feb 2005|02:18pm] [ mood | in love ] [ music | i could not ask for more - edwin mccain ] JUSTIN, I L0VE Y0U S0 MUCH! THANK Y0U F0R EVERYTHING Y0U'VE TAUGHT ME & THANK Y0U F0R ALWAYS PUTTING UP WITH ME EVEN WHEN I'M BEING A BITCH.THANK Y0U F0R THE AMAZING VALENTINE'S DAY, IT WAS PR0BABLY THE BEST DAY 0F MY LIFE. I'M S0RRY F0R EVERYTHING Y0U G0 THR0UGH IN Y0UR LIFE, YOU D0N'T DESERVE IT. Y0U'RE PERFECT & Y0U'RE ABS0LUTELY EVERYTHING T0 ME. Y0U'RE ALL THAT MATTERS! I'D L0VE TO SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE WITH Y0U BECAUSE IT H0NESTLY FEELS LIKE Y0U'RE ALL I NEED! AS S00N AS WE'RE EIGHTEEN, WE'RE M0VING T0 AUSTRALIA AND STARTING ALL 0VER, AND I CAN'T WAIT! I L0VE Y0U, F0REVER<3 i have the best boyfriend in the entire universe, i just thought i'd let everyone know. post comment

[05 Feb 2005|10:17am] wow i never update this thing last night was fun... me lyss justin tori ryan and caleb went to see hide and seek. then we all went back to lyss' house and hung out.. krista gabby and kyle came over. today i'm going to international with my dad and stepmom who are visiting, and gabby and lina are coming. kk well thats umm all. xo post comment

[29 Jan 2005|08:53am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | rooney ] cuteeeeeeeee!!!! anyway. i'm watching umm nick jr. lol. me &justin are not that great right now. my friends are being bitches. thats life? i'm gonna go hang out at the park+whatever with ryan today.. well i'm gonna go, xo. post comment

[22 Jan 2005|08:13pm] [ mood | weird ] [ music | people talking ] ( stole from kelly ) 3 comments|post comment

[22 Jan 2005|07:57pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | battle of the sexes ] jazzie that was the fucking best night ever i'm on the phone with MY BABY THE HOTTEST KID EVER ( he wanted me to put that ). and jazamen. I want to go out and do something but my moms stupid & says i have to clean my room and other shit before i can do anything. so that probably won't happen b/c i am lazy right now. ok well gab everythings gonna be ok;promise<33 justin-<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 I LOVEEEEEE YOUUUU xoxoxoxoxox jazzie-im the person you learn your mistakes from haha! bfa 3 comments|post comment

[17 Jan 2005|11:07am] [ mood | content ] [ music | brandnew ] mm so yesterday was rad. coach carter is SUCH a good movie, def recomend it. its been awhile since ive had one of these ljs haha. anywayyy, i'm glad nobody else came last night besides justin lyss &ryan. muy fun. soo justins coming over today, we're just going to hang out and watch movies and...more, haha. damn i really don't want to go back to school,I<3long weekends. well i'm gonna go get ready, later kids, xo 2 comments|post comment

[16 Jan 2005|06:56pm] 030304 r.i.p kyle we love and miss you so much<3. Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too. But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it. Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now. You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left. Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. 4 comments|post comment

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